Today marks Day 1 of my game diaries.
I was away for over a week and just returned to Brisbane. I have my own room now so I have the space to write and the logistics for game.
I started the first day in my own room with day 1 of a 10 day meditation session with Headspace. After the 10 minute session I felt much better. I had a tightness at the back of my head, which went away after the meditation. I also felt less tired afterwards.
I walked to New Farm Park to exercise. I did two short approaches on the way asking how far away the parks was, although I was not interested in the girls after approaching them.
After exercising, I met a blonde girl working as an ecologist. She is a bit older than I usually like. Had a good chat with her. Asked if she wants to hang out sometime, she said that she isn't in the right space to hang out.
I had a long walk down the river side, met a girl walking her large dog. She was pretty fit and was doing a 10km lap. I asked when the walk ended. We had a good chat, although she said that she had a boyfriend when I asked her out.
I asked for directions from a girl who was on her phone. She sounded Scottish. Wasn't keen on her so left it.
When I was walking home from dinner I came across a bar called Eleven. Went up. The crowd was mainly older. I spotted a group of three girls. I introduced myself, although they weren't in the mood. They were a bit dull. I had to lead the conversation and I had pretty low energy myself. Sometimes they would chat among themselves, but I couldn't hear them because they spoke softly. Afterwards, I would out the girl I liked had a boyfriend, so didn't pursue it further.
Complimented another girl for her straight back. Had a good chat with her. She was also from Melbourne. I then had a chat with the guy she was with. He didn't seem too interested even though he was in the property sector too.
I talked to a group of three, slightly older girls. There was a guy already talking to them. Introduced myself. They weren't that keen. Had a conversation. Spotted them outside the bar and asked the girl I liked for her number and she said no.
Had a quick chat with a girl waiting outside. Her mum came to pick her up shortly aftewards. Asked for her number and she said no.
Actions moving forward:
I was away for over a week and just returned to Brisbane. I have my own room now so I have the space to write and the logistics for game.
I started the first day in my own room with day 1 of a 10 day meditation session with Headspace. After the 10 minute session I felt much better. I had a tightness at the back of my head, which went away after the meditation. I also felt less tired afterwards.
I walked to New Farm Park to exercise. I did two short approaches on the way asking how far away the parks was, although I was not interested in the girls after approaching them.
After exercising, I met a blonde girl working as an ecologist. She is a bit older than I usually like. Had a good chat with her. Asked if she wants to hang out sometime, she said that she isn't in the right space to hang out.
I had a long walk down the river side, met a girl walking her large dog. She was pretty fit and was doing a 10km lap. I asked when the walk ended. We had a good chat, although she said that she had a boyfriend when I asked her out.
I asked for directions from a girl who was on her phone. She sounded Scottish. Wasn't keen on her so left it.
When I was walking home from dinner I came across a bar called Eleven. Went up. The crowd was mainly older. I spotted a group of three girls. I introduced myself, although they weren't in the mood. They were a bit dull. I had to lead the conversation and I had pretty low energy myself. Sometimes they would chat among themselves, but I couldn't hear them because they spoke softly. Afterwards, I would out the girl I liked had a boyfriend, so didn't pursue it further.
Complimented another girl for her straight back. Had a good chat with her. She was also from Melbourne. I then had a chat with the guy she was with. He didn't seem too interested even though he was in the property sector too.
I talked to a group of three, slightly older girls. There was a guy already talking to them. Introduced myself. They weren't that keen. Had a conversation. Spotted them outside the bar and asked the girl I liked for her number and she said no.
Had a quick chat with a girl waiting outside. Her mum came to pick her up shortly aftewards. Asked for her number and she said no.
Actions moving forward:
- I should have moved closer and said I couldn't hear the girls talking or asked the girls to speak up when I couldn't hear them. I couldn't join in their conversation when they were talking.
- Felt a bit down because a girl didn't respond to my text. I understand there is going to a lot of failure before I become good at this. There will be a lot of emotional highs and lows. Right now I am just starting out.
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